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Well today was the first day of work, and it was hectic. But I made over a hundred dollars in tips only which was kick ass. I ran the beer cart all over the golf course today and it was so much fun!

I have to work the rest of the week every day too, so I should make some pretty good mula.

WTF is up with people that dwell on stupid shit? I swear some people just can't get over things. That is plenty fine with me though, because I will usually get the last laugh; laughing at them dwelling on the past. People like that just need to get a life instead of "trying" to make others feel bad..sorry it didn't work out for ya :(

On a lighter and definitely better note, Shea is doing a little better but not much. His throat is still kiiling him, which I can totally relate to because I went through the same thing. He is such a cutie though when he is sick..lol.

Cool well I am DOG tired. Oh yeah hicks are more "IN."

Well it is time to cut some friends. I was recently going through my friends and there are a lot that don't ever update or comment on me.

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I will love the person that does this for me!!!!! please please please!

I am mezmorized by his beauty!

Weeeelll he got his tonsils out this morning and poor babe, he is sooo much pain. I feel so bad for him. To see him lay there and not be able to help him with his pain makes me feel sad.

I really don't have much to say today because I am really quite tired. I will prolly update later on tonight though.

Today me and Shea drove the 4 hours to Gunnison to get our apartment, and it was sooo much fun although I got a little car sick. We are so good, we did get into a huge ass fight the night before last, over stupid shit (like always.) We were seriously about to end things it was that bad.

I really and truely don't know what I would do without him, however.

Today was the perfect day though. We got up at around 6:45 am and left at about 7:30am. We stopped at McDonalds for breakfast and I got the bacon, egg and cheese bagel. Then we drove the whole way to Gunnison. After looking at my computer on the way for a while trying to make cd's for us to listen to, I got a little sick :( So then I felt really crappy the rest of the way there. When we got there we looked at our gorgeous apartment and payed for it, we decided to stop to eat lunch. After lunch we started on the way back.

On the way back we stopped at the Mesa Mall and shopped. It was awesome to have my boy shop with me! I bought a shirt and necklace from Vanity and some really cute underwear and a cute skirt at The Rave It was fun.

Then we ate some chinese and headed home. When we got home, I was beyond sick and I had to lay down for a while, so he went home to watch a movie with his Dad...aww cute. But he will be back here later. He cannot eat though after midnight because he is getting his tonsils out at 7 am tomorrow. I am sad cause we wont be able to party it up this weekend. OH WELL I guess movies will be our friends this weekend.

Today was a very perfect day!

Questions from rosered621
1. Would you trade your intelligence for unwavering, jaw dropping physical beauty? This is a good question, but no I would not. I think that intelligence is one of the most important qaulities that a person can have, and if you ask me you are jaw dropping beautifull if you are intelligent.
2. Do you feel like you do not take advantage of all the opportunities that present themselves because you are afraid of how it will effect your boyfriend? Another good one. To be honest yes I do feel that way. Example: I was going to study abroad in Africa, but decided not to because of Shea (bf) but now I am liking that I didn't because he is my perfect other half.
3. What food has the abiility to cheer you up? Oh geeze, I would have to say that cotten candy seriously can cheer me up more than any other food. It's awesome.
4. What is the biggest mistake you've ever made, and if given the opportunity redo the situation, how would you do it instead? The biggest mistake that I ever made was drive drunk and actually wreck my car and almost killed myself. If I was to redo it, I would have not redone anything. Although it was a BIG mistake that I did make, it actually changed my life for the better. Before I was an acoholic and after my wreck I definitely changed.
5. Where do you see yourself in 10 years? In ten years, I see myself married to Shea with two kids. We live in a nice quiet town (not too little nor too big) and both of us being very successful.

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Okay so I am very bored right now I cannot stand it. I do have a dinner date though with my best friends Aja. I haven't really gotten to see her since I have been home so I guess that is a good thing. We are going to go out to the Golf Course Restaurant, where I used to work and am hoping to work there again. So it is good that we are going there too, so I can talk to my old boss.

My dogs are so funny (I have bulldogs.) But they are hilarious, they are so cute and just really friendly. I really missed them when I was gone. I feel good to be home. I was supposed to cook dinner tonight for my parents cause they have to work late, but since I am going out, I can't.

Well this was a very pointless entry to write, and I guess it shows just how bored that I am..lol

Well now that I am home I am bored as hell LOL. I have to go talk to the restaurant tonight, so I can start working again. I am also going to get a job at the Vet Clinic, which will be loads of FUN.

Today I went to luch with my friend Stephanie and her ADORABLE baby Jayden. She has gotten so big since the last time I saw her. She is almost 5 months old...AWW. Yesterday I went to a family Barbeque for Mother's Day. It was fun. My friend Amber and her equally cute boy Hunter came with us. He is a huge baby for being 5 months old, he is like 2 times bigger than Jayden. But they are really cute.

Last night I finally got some action..;) Shea is feeling much better which is nice for the both of us. We were not getting a long for a little bit, but I think it was because we were both frustrated. Now we are all better. He is at a training thing for his JOB that he is starting soon. It pays really good, and we need it for our apartment in the fall.

It is ridiculous how much people are paying for apartments in Boulder. I will be paying seriously half of what people there are paying for just a piece of shit apartment. My apartment is soooo nice. They are brand new and I am so excited to move. Boulder just likes to drain money from people like money.

Oh well. I will be up thought to visit my friends that still will be going there. That will be fun. Shea and I will be going to a bunch of concerts in Denver this summer, so I will be able to see a lot of my friends then too.

Well I am bored out of my mind so I am going to go on a jog.
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Well I am finally home. The last few days I have been unpacking and so on. My room is a complete DISASTER I cannot get over it. But I have finally re-arranged it to where I like it. Now I just have to start putting things away. I have been so exhausted the last few days that it has been unbelieveable. I am so GLAD to be home though. I am finally having a home cooked meal tonight. teriakey chicken mmmmmmmmmm. So good.

I haven't really seen Shea since I have been home because he has been sick, my poor baby. I have seen him at night, but we just watch a movie and then he goes home to sleep and take his medicine...:( I hope he feels better soon though, because I can't wait to ravage him.

I am kinda missing Boulder...but not that much. I just miss certain people. I talked to my roommate online last night and it was really weird not seeing her. I am used to seeing her everyday. I will have to learn to get used to that.

I haven't really talked to my friends yet, I have been so busy with all my room stuff and so on and so on. I did see a couple of friends when my mom and I were out and about the town, so I was happy.

Well my DIN DIN is ready so peace!

It is almost midnight and I am sitting here feeling very sad that I just said goodbye to my neighbor Chad knowing that I won't see him next year. I am sorda tipsy right now and I have a final at 7:30 AM. How retarded am I? I feel really weird right now for some odd reason. I want to go home but I will miss so much stuff. Late night pizza, drunken nights, and all my wonderful friends To all you Bitches and assholes that said that I had none? Whatever, I have plenty thank you very much. I mainly hope that the some selected people here will truely realize that they are not the only people that matter. But hey I bet that it will never happen, because some people are too caught up in themselves.

I feel really good right now, I am really happy about my overall grades this semester...but then again I didn't have an annoying roommate that talked about herself all the time. Oh well I will never have to see her again after tomorrow.
Thank GOD for that!

Well I have to go because I am really tired and I need to sleep for my test tomorrow

PEACE xoxoxo

Well I am almost done with my first year of college. I had two finals today and it really sucked. My weather test was an easy A but my bio was another story. I am going to be glad when all this is done and over with. I have my last final on Thursday at 7:30am which is going to suck, but it's all okay because then I get to go HOME

THANK GOD!!!

Today has been pretty boring, studying and more studying, is all I have been doing. Listening to music has been the highlight. I am happy that I finally get to go home in 3 days, enough of this place. Then I am going straight to Gunnison the Saturday after I get back to look at my new place that I got. I am too excited for my own good.

Hopefully...things will go a hell of a lot better this summer then last summer.

Hopefully if you do not like me, you are not continuing to read my lj. But if you are that's cool..but i am sure that i will write things that you do not like.

Hopefully you don't think that I read journals of people that I don't like...because I don't. I don't like to waste my time thinking that people write things about me to make themselves feel better. But whatever floats youre the boat.

Hopefully if you don't like small towns or country music, you don't put other people down that do because thats just sad. Where you live is not better.

Hopefully........

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Well it is saturday and I have a final tonight at 730pm. I am not even nearly ready for it. Me and Shea got into a huge fight last night and I could not concentrate if my life depended on it last night, so me and my roommate watched the Green Mile and Cried. It didnt make me feel any better, I then stayed up till like 3 am trying to think about what Shea was doing on a Friday night, I knew that he went out and I was really confused and scared about what he was going to do or what he was doing at that very second. I couldnt take it anymore so i finally cried myself to sleep. Two days I had to study for this test and I have not studied at all, It is 4 pm 3 hour until my test and I am here at the UMC still thinking about Shea trying to read my physiology book. I cannot deal with all this right now, I am seriously probably the most stressed person right now. My little brother is going to his first prom tonight and I am here instead of there and I am royaly pissed about that. I cannot even stand all this pressure right now. I cant wait till this week is over and I can finally go home and me and shea can actually focus on just us for the time being. I am really starting to feel like I am falling apart very slowly. I cant think of what to do. I am seriously going to fail this stupid test.

FINALS REALLY SUCK ASS!

School is almost over, and we are all going to be going back to the lives that we once had. We are going to pack all our things in tubs, boxes, and suitcases. Then we are going to give our cards that once was so hard to not lose or break to the front office. Then we say goodbye to all of our friends and drive away, not knowing if we will ever talk to them again (even though we say that we will keep in touch)

In about a week this will all be happening. It is going to creep up on us before we know it. Now that it is getting closer and closer, I am feeling more and more sad. I am really excited to leave but at the same time I am going to miss late night pizza, all night nintendo, and late nights of partying. I am even going to miss taking care of all the drunk people that come and go. And hard to say it but I will even miss chad's pounding music when i am trying to sleep. It's going to be really weird sleeping in silence.

Next year is going to be so much different. I will be with my boyfriend all the time, and although I am looking forward to it, I am kinda nervous for it. I am going to miss everyone here and it will be really weird not seeing everyone next year. But I am looking forward to starting my life with the person that I love.


The person that keeps me going in when I feel like giving up.

Well my computer has been under construction the entire weekend! It really sucked. I had no internet or anything so sorry for not writing for a while.

So I started studying for finals, and FYI it blows so far..lol. My first final is on Saturday, then I have two on Tuesday and one on Thursday. I am kinda nervous but not at the same time if that makes any sense.

This weekend was sooo crazy. I had the most fun that I have ever had here this weekend. On friday me and my roommate and a guy down the hall, and my friend anthony all went to two huge parties. I had so much fun, although it was the most random night I have ever had in my life. There was so many random things that just kept happening to us throughout the night. It was awesome though. Definitely the best night ever, but then the hangover came. Then on Saturday, although I stayed in my pajama's all night, I had so much fun. Me and people in our hall just hung out and drank a lot. Again, I had a nasty hangover, but it was well worth it. And it is the last weekend before we all go home. I will definitely miss the people here, and the scenery, but I am really looking forward to moving back home. It's actually a sad thought to think about, I have had a great time here for the most part, and it will definitely be sad when the time comes to say goodbye.

Oh yeah and the movie Closer is such a great movie!